Name: Kaoru
Gender: F
Birth: Super Earth ( 24 / 12 / 2163)
Affiliation: Helldiver, Fumodivers, Owner of H.M.S
" What's done is done, there is no point in regretting it "
— - Captain of Morning Star, Helldiver - Rumi
As a kid that lived in the poor countryside, i almost had no idea about the galactic war that is going on. My parents usually just shrug it off and tell me it's a performance for their show, no worries about it.
I loved watching Hellriders, always sit infront of the TV and wait that show to stream at 8PM every night.
As i turn 15, i quickly find out that the war was real as my village was raided by a group of illuminates. Luckily i was saved by a Helldiver and sent away to safety, from that day on i swore i will find the Helldiver who save me in hope of thanking them and repaying them
~ 2183 ~
After 5 years of training, i finally joined the SEAF, fighting side by side with others and saving people was scary, seeing blood, organs and bones make me vomit.
I'm not brave, i get scared easily but i soon get over it as there's no easy way out for this type of job
On one day during a mission, me and my SEAF team was unfortunate have to face against 3 fleshmob, we keep shooting over and over, mags after mags but it's no use, it would still charge up and won't bulge even a little just to show how weak we are. While we were desperate looking for help and ways to kill it.....I can't believe it, no way that is the same helldiver that saved me years ago, what is the chance for this to happened twice. He distracted them, told us to run then let each of those bullet eating BASTARD a big party barbecue as he brought out the creamator
Once again saved by that same Helldiver, i ran over and beg if i can join him his team when i become a Helldiver, He shook my shaking hands
- Helldiver: "It's a promise, fight hard for super earth"
Me being speechless, just nod and salute him in admiration, he giggled
- Helldiver: "Stay safe little SEAF"
As he ran off, damn i didn't even get to know what team he's in
~ 2185 ~
After fighting for Super Earth nonstop i was able to become a Helldiver, i feel an immense amount of proud for myself to reach this far without dying. But no time to celebrate, i quickly find the helldiver that saved me by asking around, not much to work with but i was able to find him and join his team like we promised.
We had a little talk, he found out that i was the same kid that he saved many years ago, he's glad i'm safe and even able to join Helldiver and fight along side him. He patted by back and said
- Captain Rumi: "Listen here newbie, you don't have to fight alone, you have us here, you can rely on us however you want, no one get left behind"
Many many missions, we worked together as a team, i follow him everywhere he goes so i can provide him the help he needs
I was still scared to go alone and fight dependently until 1 day everything changed
~ 24 December 2185 ~
On my birthday, we celebrated and captain rumi said we should go on a little short mission, i mindlessly agreed unknowing what about to happen.
We dropped down onto the mission, just normal illuminates, having fun killing mindless squids until we were in napalm barrage orbital zone. It rained down nonstop on us, i can't breathe but i still try my best to get up and see what's going on hoping i can save my teammates.
There before my eyes is Captain Rumi slowly killing off every single one of our Helldivers, i can't believe what i am seeing, i keep blinking and shake my head in hope what i am seeing is not real.
"WHO ARE YOU, YOU ARE NOT THE SAME RUMI THAT I KNOW" - I screamed at the top of my lungs
Rumi took off his helmet and smirked
"Naive little Kaoru, people change you know? Fight on and on nonstop for Super Earth, what for? What do i get? I want bitches, money, powers and worship from the people of Super Earth, all i get is just some praise "yay you did a good job". "
As he lifted his hair on with his hand, he showed me a tattoo he got while he laughing nonstop
"I am a Chaosdiver now....." He exclaimed
He then stared into my eyes, aim his pistol at my head and told me no one will remember me. I cried, can't make out a sound because i was still trying to get in my head what's going on then he pulled the trigger
But thanks god, the bullet only scrape a side of my head so nothing bad happened, laying in a sea of flame unconscious as i can hear his footstep slowly fading away
Moments passed, i feel myself being lifted, it was pelican-1 pilot , he carried me into the ship while praying to god i'll be fine
From that day on, i am muted from the traumas i had, so i speak using sign languages and Comms pad
"Did you know, a dream is the same a curse, those who fail are cursed forever. Or so i hear....Your sins will weight upon you."
— - Captain of Blackstars, Chaosdiver - Rumi
Hurt, Traumatize, Depression, Sadness and hopeless
I don't feel like doing anything, everything i fought for was gone, no more reason to fight
So i quit Helldiving and go back to become a normal citizen, watching TVs, playing games, eating cereal, days by days passed, any day feels like any day, nothing changed
Until a person show up to my doorstep
Kumobake ( Commander Of Fumodivers)
He invited me to join him, i just ignore him and hope he goes away but he stays with me in my home, cooked for me, help me clean up my house, starting to build a little trust for him, he convinved me to follow him and check out and he won't mean harm.
At this point dying or not doesn't matter anymore i just want to something to change
Now i am a member of Fumodivers and a owner of my own shop Called Helldivers May Smile
I work odd jobs given by my clients and get paid while working with my commander
Reason i join?
Fight for changes, fight to protect people, fight so everyone can see a new day, it gives me a reason to live on
Hey did you know, When you have a dream...sometime it's really painful...and sometime you get really fired up or so i hear. I don't have a dream, but you know, i can protect dreams.
